I hadn’t planned to dwell on this topic, or even to return to it yet again, but because more than several of you asked, and because many of you were wondering without asking, and because all of you do deserve an explanation, I’ll venture, briefly, deeper into the topic of our lingering circumstance and disappointing performance—one last time . . .
By the summer of 2009, all my efforts to keep the-freelance-editor (my editorial services business and primary income for several years) and The Gay Publishing Company and my personal life out of the economic whirlpool failed. To be bluntly honest, I’d exhausted my savings, gone through my retirement (at least, the part that Wall Street wasn’t losing), and surrendered my life’s equity while fighting to save the two companies and find replacement income.
Don’t get me wrong: I accept the burden of what happened, and I don’t blame anyone for the result—chances are, given the same knowledge set and circumstances, I wouldn’t do too much differently. The downward trend had started slowly, as many of you know, and the eternal optimist in me believed the prognosticators, that the downturn was just a “short-term correction.” So, I was determined to persevere: first, in spite of the slashing of American budgets that eliminated my domestic clients one by one; then, in spite of the panic of overseas writers and businesses that spooked my international clients. In a matter of months, I lost every contact and contract I’d earned over the previous decade; worse, I found that no new prospects or possibilities were opening up. By the time I finally faced reality, opened my eyes, and saw the end crashing around me, no companies in the local area were hiring for any positions, either.
Fortunately, an accounts payable position I’d held previously at a local community bank suddenly opened up. The income from that position enabled me to get a roof back over my head, to resume paying bills, and to keep a scaled-back—though not totally stagnant—version of The Gay Publishing Company in existence. To help that effort even more, I sacrificed my editorial services business, which I officially closed towards the end of 2010. Doing so enabled me to focus my income and what time I had on the publishing endeavor. Finally, slowly, the tunnel started to brighten—slowly. Then, in January 2011, the economy struck once more when my employer was purchased and my position slated for elimination by June 1.
Following a few discouraging weeks of job searching, one of The Gay Publishing Company’s investors asked, “Why don’t you just jump back into the publishing company?”
The truth was, I hadn’t even thought of that as an option—until that moment. From his one simple question, our entire crowdfunding campaign was born. And, after some initial investigation and calculation, I came to believe that, if we could get enough funding together, this new approach might just work. In fact, I’ve come to think we could even get back on a track to editing, publishing, and self-sufficiency within a few months . . . that is, assuming we do get your help.
Well, that’s another brief but more embellished story. The truth is, you deserved to have an explanation for my extended absence and the delay in developing your publishing company; you also deserved an explanation for why rebounding has taken so long to get in place.
Now, in spite of the economy, let’s plan to move forward by combining our resources and starting to move again—onward and upward!
Please, join us as one of our crowd,
–Editor/Publisher/Founder, TheGayPublishingCompany.com
the Gay Editor –at– Im Your Editor –dot– com
PO Box 1168, Orlando, FL 32802
phone: 407-495-4801 (temporary)